“Gaskiya Ni Bana Istimina’i… Amma Fah Ina Wannan Abun Duk Dare Da Inji Dadi” 😭💔

Sunana Maryam… kuma gaskiya yau zan fada wani abu da na dade ina boyewa a raina saboda kunya.

Ni ba yarinya bace mai son yin istimina’i ko kallon abubuwan batsa. Ko da yake mutane da yawa suna tunanin duk wanda yake jin irin wannan sha’awar dole yana aikata wani abu… amma ba haka bane kullum.

Akwai wasu dararen da mutum zai kwanta shi kadai… musamman idan yayi overthinking ko kuma yana cikin damuwa da kadaici.

Sai kawai zuciya ta fara neman wani irin nishadi ko kwanciyar hankali.

Wani lokaci idan na kwanta, ina rungume pillow dina ina sauraron wakokin soyayya ko tunanin yadda zai kasance idan ina tare da wanda yake sona da gaske.

Wallahi hakan kadai yana saka ni jin wani irin dadi da nutsuwa a raina.

Ban san ko ni kadai bane haka ba… amma wani lokacin mace tana bukatar kulawa, soyayya da wanda zata ji a jikinta cewa tana da muhimmanci.

Ba komai bane sai dai zuciya tana neman affection da love.

Akwai dararen da zaka ji kadaici sosai har ka fara tunanin:

“Ya Allah yaushe zan samu wanda zai kasance tare dani?”

Kuma gaskiya, mutane da yawa basa magana akan irin wannan saboda tsoron a yanke musu hukunci.

Amma real talk… ba kowanne jin sha’awa bane yake nufin mutum mara tarbiyya ne.

Wani lokacin zuciya ce kawai take neman soyayya, kulawa da warmth daga wanda zai fahimce ta.

Ni dai har yanzu ina addu’ar Allah ya bani mijin aure na gari… wanda zan samu soyayya halal tare da shi, ba boye-boye ko fake feelings ba. 😭❤️

Duba Karin Bayani A Nan